She is still in ICU yet her bp has improved somewhat. I am seeing her again tonight. DH came with me last night and saw her for the first time since she was admitted and he was so upset, which I thought would set me off but it didn't. I was quite calm yesterday. I think I am somewhat depressed if the truth be told - I'm detached and I hardly slept last night.
I was reading to my little cat as she lay hooked up to two IV's, a feeding tube and a kitty shade on her head - a Sookie Stackhouse book. It was the only way to keep myself together. Tonight I am going to groom her, take some food to tempt her with and read a little more. If she eats she could be home as soon as Monday.
Still no news from Cornell. I don't want to be annoying but I am getting a little frustrated. How many weeks does it take to get the freakin' info. What is going on??
On the bright side I now have two posts in, one permanent crown & one temporary crown. May have to have a root canal but i don't really care (my root guy is amazing). My dentist laughed - she said there isn't one tooth in my head that isn't somehow defunked. Tomorrow she has to drill what is left of one crown (that chipped) in order to replace it. Joy. I booked myself into Bliss to see 'George the wonder hands' tomorrow afternoon. I figure I deserve it.
Oh and my mammogram came back - all clear. big smile.
Dare I say it ... I think things are looking up?