Ah shuttupyaface EB. Relax, let go, it will all happen in good time.
Cat update from vet: She's on 2 antibiotics, 2 sorts of IV liver repair vitamins, her blood count was 'fine' (which I think means no cancer) she still isn't eating on her own but she has eaten with assistance, she did pee, she had an enema and she is nervous. No shit Sherlock. Diagnosis: it was liver inflammation that got a little out of hand (not cancer) and if she can start eating and get off assisted medication support she will live. If not, he's not sure. I can't take that last bit in.
I'm living in a kind of dual world. Excited to get my teeth fixed and prep for an imminent DE cycle and emotionally done in from worry about my little furry one. I want to eat bread with honey and chocolate and English biscuits but that would defeat the DE gains we have made.
If you have any words of wisdom, I would love to hear them.
I get to see her tonight at 6.