Thanks guys. 'A' feels like the right decision for us for so many reasons and its great to get such a positive affirmation from you guys. I think A maybe a special caretaker, we may be very lucky parents :-)
I'm anxious again today. Probably coz we went over the finances which is never fun! Also its stupid hot today so we've only been out a few times and I may be a little stir crazy. Or is it that my time draws near... I am only a few weeks away now. I read all about csection, recovery etc. not too much fun but you guys have reassured me so much that i kinda ignored the worst of it.
The only place I am calm is in the kids room. When I walk in there I calm down and everything seems doable.