My new job is very keen ... aggressively recruiting ... telling me that I have to start NOW!!! What ever happened to that pre-job vacation that everyone always seems to go on. I've never been to the Caribbean ( the islands were the height of sophistication to us UK folks) and I was really hoping we could get to Bermuda for three nights. NOPE.
Ah well. It was really expensive anyway.
Today is a little panicky, what with trying to close out all the existing contracts, sign the new contract and move things around and yada yada. I've resorted to sitting on my bed with two phones, two computers and a whole lot of chocolate.
And right on cue, Mimi has a UTI. At least I think she has a UTI. She keeps grabbing at her crotch. I am working on the floor, outside their bedroom even tho we have super nanny here (who is a trained PA remember). Guilt. That's what it is. Guilt I will be going back to work very soon. Guilt. For the next two months, just because of two worlds clashing together, I shall be working 24/7. Guilt.
When she wakes we will go to the doctors where they will do that baggie thing which SHE HATES. How do kids get UTI's anyway???? What is the treatment?
Send me calming vibes please. I think I may explode if I don't calm down.
Ah well. It was really expensive anyway.
Today is a little panicky, what with trying to close out all the existing contracts, sign the new contract and move things around and yada yada. I've resorted to sitting on my bed with two phones, two computers and a whole lot of chocolate.
And right on cue, Mimi has a UTI. At least I think she has a UTI. She keeps grabbing at her crotch. I am working on the floor, outside their bedroom even tho we have super nanny here (who is a trained PA remember). Guilt. That's what it is. Guilt I will be going back to work very soon. Guilt. For the next two months, just because of two worlds clashing together, I shall be working 24/7. Guilt.
When she wakes we will go to the doctors where they will do that baggie thing which SHE HATES. How do kids get UTI's anyway???? What is the treatment?
Send me calming vibes please. I think I may explode if I don't calm down.
I'm so sorry Mimi isn't feeling well. I hope she feels better soon. Wow, didn't know that Super Nanny is a trained PA. SCORE!
ReplyDeleteYou are going to manage this with finesse. You always do. You are capable, your kiddos are in excellent hands, and you will find a way to be successful at work and continue to be the amazing mother that you are!
Kathy