I tried to keep going. I lugged the machine and then the hand pump on 20 flights so far. When was the last time the kids actually got the milk ? I can't remember. So....
I stopped.
I haven't pumped in 36 hours.
My period is here (second time since I gave birth) and so my boobs hurt and I have period pains. Lovely.
I am so guilt ridden I'm crying all the time. I try and reason that they are now on solids so its OK. I feel so lazy and selfish. I would prefer to strike this from my 'to do list' even tho there is plenty of evidence that's really important to my kids.
What is wrong with me.
I stopped.
I haven't pumped in 36 hours.
My period is here (second time since I gave birth) and so my boobs hurt and I have period pains. Lovely.
I am so guilt ridden I'm crying all the time. I try and reason that they are now on solids so its OK. I feel so lazy and selfish. I would prefer to strike this from my 'to do list' even tho there is plenty of evidence that's really important to my kids.
What is wrong with me.
