It's 9pm and I am awake. I ate a salad for the first time since January. I made a cup of tea at home. I think I may have got to the point in the pregnancy when energy comes back and tastes return to somewhat normal. I like it!
I have signed up for prenatal yoga and swimming. I just thought it was time to start getting ready for the marathon of the 3rd trimester and beyond. I am super flabby and fat right now coz I haven't been eating very well and I have done NO exercise. I am not going to diet but I am going to eat super healthy from now on so the mango's get nice, big and healthy. I hope that they come out ready to enjoy our 2 month introductory adventure!!! After all, we have a lot to get through. Learning to eat, sleep, poop, pee, wake up, stare into space while I wonder at the genius of them.
I am not a small gal to start with and my boob.s are now growing to the size of a small country (my ass already has it's own zip code). I need to tone up or I shall just ooze around in the 3rd trimester. I also want to work and be mobile for as long as possible. I like being busy and get depressed when I have to sit around. So, bed rest and me - I hope not!! I figured prenatal yoga and swimming are gentle but toning exercises.
Only three more days till U/S day - well two really coz its sunday night now. I am really excited and of course, paranoid that we will discover something 'bad'. But as I learnt from my wise bloggy friends - allow a moment every day of what if's and the rest of time demand your brain to cease and desist all negative b/s.
I get to see my mango's. Is there anything better in the whole world?? OH and by the way - I totally feel the bubbles now :-)
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Oofa!
Damn I am tired today. The concert went great, although I am not a huge fan of the Brahms. I know I ought to be, with him being the musician's musician and all that. I managed to fit in to my formal skirt and my baby bump was totally obvious. I loved it and IMHO thought I looked rather lovely. Did DH take photo's? No, he waited till today when I am in jeans and old sweater and look like hell to start clicking!
After a tough week and a concert I am wiped. And next week is just as hectic. However, on Friday DH and I take the train up north to a 70 acre organic farm and spa where we have rented a house overlooking the river, with a porch and fireplace. We have booked two massages and I intent to eat EVERYTHING they can possibly produce. All the eggs, milk, veggies and in some cases the meat come from the farm. The rest of the time, I shall swim in the spa pool, rock on the porch and sleep by fire. Two whole nights of bliss. And fresh fresh fresh air. Wish it was a week. Ah well.
On Wednesday we go for our fetal anatomy u/s. Anyone want to guess what they think they will find? Boy/Girl combo, or same gender.
After a tough week and a concert I am wiped. And next week is just as hectic. However, on Friday DH and I take the train up north to a 70 acre organic farm and spa where we have rented a house overlooking the river, with a porch and fireplace. We have booked two massages and I intent to eat EVERYTHING they can possibly produce. All the eggs, milk, veggies and in some cases the meat come from the farm. The rest of the time, I shall swim in the spa pool, rock on the porch and sleep by fire. Two whole nights of bliss. And fresh fresh fresh air. Wish it was a week. Ah well.
On Wednesday we go for our fetal anatomy u/s. Anyone want to guess what they think they will find? Boy/Girl combo, or same gender.
Thursday, April 8, 2010
19 weeks. Crime scene
Crime scene: did the PIO shot myself the other night. Standing in my bathroom I slowly push in the needle. It hurts but soon over and I whip it out. HOLY COW - there is so much blood. It was like a tire that has a flat except it was my ass and it was shooting all over the wall, the cat (who was not pleased) and my lovely tile floor. Was I shocked? Well, ya, but it was kinda cool too!!
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Brahms concert tomorrow (german requiem). It is 90 mins of standing which I'm not sure I can manage. I'll see tonight in the dress and if needs be I shall find a chair to park my ample arse in. I shall totally have to wing it since I am a bit shaky about some of the movements!!! Ah the blessings of singing in a 150 person choir. This week has been brutal in terms of work. I am flagging a bit now. Luckily I get to go to a conference all day tomorrow which is low stress and high possibility of snooze in chair. I shall bag it around 2 and go home to rest before the concert. LOVE IT!!
We had couples therapy today. My DH is an only child from a really quiet house. The therapist was trying to explain what the noise levels would be like. He is particularly afraid of the fighting. And we are having twins. Hahahahahahahahaha. I told him that my brother and I fought all the time, 24/7 and really enjoyed it. It's how you learn to work with people, negotiate, share, relax. It's a sign of sibling love. And he has a pair of noise cancelling headphones he can use!
I did the maths and if I go to 38 weeks my due date is August 15th. So let the count down begin!!
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Brahms concert tomorrow (german requiem). It is 90 mins of standing which I'm not sure I can manage. I'll see tonight in the dress and if needs be I shall find a chair to park my ample arse in. I shall totally have to wing it since I am a bit shaky about some of the movements!!! Ah the blessings of singing in a 150 person choir. This week has been brutal in terms of work. I am flagging a bit now. Luckily I get to go to a conference all day tomorrow which is low stress and high possibility of snooze in chair. I shall bag it around 2 and go home to rest before the concert. LOVE IT!!
We had couples therapy today. My DH is an only child from a really quiet house. The therapist was trying to explain what the noise levels would be like. He is particularly afraid of the fighting. And we are having twins. Hahahahahahahahaha. I told him that my brother and I fought all the time, 24/7 and really enjoyed it. It's how you learn to work with people, negotiate, share, relax. It's a sign of sibling love. And he has a pair of noise cancelling headphones he can use!
I did the maths and if I go to 38 weeks my due date is August 15th. So let the count down begin!!
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
thanks
Thanks for the words of support about my messy maternity leave. I do have to walk the thin line between politics and providing - unless we win the lottery. OH PLEASE LET ME WIN THE LOTTERY!!!
I got an email from my friend that lost her daughter. All your advice was spot on, she felt supported, loved and the necklace idea was amazing. She was bowled over by the thought and wears it everyday.
Thanks guys. You are such an amazing support network.
I got an email from my friend that lost her daughter. All your advice was spot on, she felt supported, loved and the necklace idea was amazing. She was bowled over by the thought and wears it everyday.
Thanks guys. You are such an amazing support network.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Timing
The person that was to cover my maternity leave has just told me she is interviewing for new jobs. What the fuck! I have covered this chick for years. Just drives me mad.
No idea what I will do, since I work in a specialized area and there is no-one on board right now that is able to cover for me.
She just blew her bonus even if she decides to stay.
No idea what I will do, since I work in a specialized area and there is no-one on board right now that is able to cover for me.
She just blew her bonus even if she decides to stay.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Baby baby baby
It's been a weekend of babies. I saw my friends new born twins. Oh so super cute( and I am not a baby person). The girl makes cute little noises and the boy was fast asleep, making little mouth movements. I've never seen newborns before and it made me excited to meet my own. She was going through a tough time, Cornell high risk OB's take you to the birth then basically abandon you, it would seem.
Then we went on baby stuff 'reco'. Cribs - well, they are kinda boring unless you want to spend KAZILLIONS! I got bored of crib shopping pretty quick so I went to the clothing section (ohhhh mmmmmmyyyyy). Then stroller testing. The long, in line strollers - not for new york!! It's like driving a bloody Juggernaut. DH managed to maneuver it but I just ran it into a bunch of stuff and knock it all flying. It is somewhat intimidating thinking there will be 2 babies then 2 toddlers then 2 kids then ... 2 teenagers (gulp).
Everyone keeps telling us "oh its going to be so hard".
Well, we have decided to go all zen with this thing. We are creative people and haven't bought into the New York lifestyle, so we are gonna flow with the chaos and keep in mind, everyday is a gift. Remind me of that this time next year!!!!!! I'm going to ask DH to make a project called 'our life' (he's a photographer) as an heirloom for the kids. If we can stay focused on the reason we are caring for the screaming, pooping life forms, we may stay focused on the good things.
And in other news .... I have a big roll of fat around my middle on top of the baby belly. It is most disconcerting since I have only put on 7 pounds. Actually, everything is flabby. My arms, my ass (oh man, huge ass), hips, even my chin. My friend has a sister that is a prenatal yoga instructor and she has got me a great rate. Lets see if I can tone up just a little before my chin, boobs, belly and hips meld into one big block of fat. Just imagine it - big square wobbly torso and rugby player legs. mmn attractive.
Lovely Easter Sunday here today. hope you're having a lovely spring day too.
Then we went on baby stuff 'reco'. Cribs - well, they are kinda boring unless you want to spend KAZILLIONS! I got bored of crib shopping pretty quick so I went to the clothing section (ohhhh mmmmmmyyyyy). Then stroller testing. The long, in line strollers - not for new york!! It's like driving a bloody Juggernaut. DH managed to maneuver it but I just ran it into a bunch of stuff and knock it all flying. It is somewhat intimidating thinking there will be 2 babies then 2 toddlers then 2 kids then ... 2 teenagers (gulp).
Everyone keeps telling us "oh its going to be so hard".
Well, we have decided to go all zen with this thing. We are creative people and haven't bought into the New York lifestyle, so we are gonna flow with the chaos and keep in mind, everyday is a gift. Remind me of that this time next year!!!!!! I'm going to ask DH to make a project called 'our life' (he's a photographer) as an heirloom for the kids. If we can stay focused on the reason we are caring for the screaming, pooping life forms, we may stay focused on the good things.
And in other news .... I have a big roll of fat around my middle on top of the baby belly. It is most disconcerting since I have only put on 7 pounds. Actually, everything is flabby. My arms, my ass (oh man, huge ass), hips, even my chin. My friend has a sister that is a prenatal yoga instructor and she has got me a great rate. Lets see if I can tone up just a little before my chin, boobs, belly and hips meld into one big block of fat. Just imagine it - big square wobbly torso and rugby player legs. mmn attractive.
Lovely Easter Sunday here today. hope you're having a lovely spring day too.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
All is well.
What a drama queen I am!! feeling much better today, just mild ickness. Thank you to all for you advice and the kick up the arse!
Had my 4 min appointment with Dr K. She did a cervical test and an ultrasound in less than 4 mins. Impressive. Lemons have strong heartbeats, are still in bunk beds and all is well. My BP is 120/80, my glucose test was negative and my cervix is 'fine'. I don't have to see her again for 4 weeks. We are having our big ultrasound in 2 weeks so I don't have to wait too long to see them again.
Think I might go see Dr J on some made up nonsense coz she spends time on the u/s and I get pictures. I haven't really seen them in weeks. I wonder what they will look like??
Bagmomma and I have a mutual friend, C, the one that gave birth the old fashioned way to 2 little lovelies. One has a jaundice problem but I think its all under control. Anyhow, she says she has PPD and is crying all the time. I shall go over to visit tomorrow and would like to know from those that are in the know what I could take to help? I was thinking some yummy munchies, some nice coffee, a funny DVD?? She doesn't have any nanny help so she is also totally exhausted.
I shall offer to sit with the little ones if she wants to sleep which may be a bit bloody reckless since I don't know how to change a diaper or which end is up!! So any advice on that would be more than welcome too!!
Had my 4 min appointment with Dr K. She did a cervical test and an ultrasound in less than 4 mins. Impressive. Lemons have strong heartbeats, are still in bunk beds and all is well. My BP is 120/80, my glucose test was negative and my cervix is 'fine'. I don't have to see her again for 4 weeks. We are having our big ultrasound in 2 weeks so I don't have to wait too long to see them again.
Think I might go see Dr J on some made up nonsense coz she spends time on the u/s and I get pictures. I haven't really seen them in weeks. I wonder what they will look like??
Bagmomma and I have a mutual friend, C, the one that gave birth the old fashioned way to 2 little lovelies. One has a jaundice problem but I think its all under control. Anyhow, she says she has PPD and is crying all the time. I shall go over to visit tomorrow and would like to know from those that are in the know what I could take to help? I was thinking some yummy munchies, some nice coffee, a funny DVD?? She doesn't have any nanny help so she is also totally exhausted.
I shall offer to sit with the little ones if she wants to sleep which may be a bit bloody reckless since I don't know how to change a diaper or which end is up!! So any advice on that would be more than welcome too!!
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